Do you ever go through the stage where you are just sick of people. And you can't tolerate their crap so you just cut them out your life?.Yes I feel awful even by just writing this but sometimes you realize that some people are just toxic. They are getting on your nerve, they are completely negative and are bad influence or try desperately to have some type of influence on you.
Recently I've been really moody with boy because of little things he does, it's probably hormones more than him that's getting me down. Anyway, when I get like that he'll ask if everything's alright and I'll say yes, because I don't want to bring up petty little things. However it's pretty obvious that I'm not alright.Sometimes he'll ask two or three times, but won't take it any further when I say that I'm ok or sometimes i will just said some "gentle" word such bongokla! bodola! to him. I know if he was obviously feeling down because i said those damn things in front of my frens or his fwens. My mouth couldn't get rid of it n it just accidentally came out...*sigh*
To inche boy,im soooo sorry for what have happened last nite. I didnt mean to hurt you by saying that "gentle" thingy, it just accidentally happened and i regret it. I have to let it rip,(but not in anger) whats bugging me, its called open communication.And give him the opportunity to get anything off his chest too that might be small but buggy.
7 comments:
lat,we have the same prob..aku pn slalu cmtu ngn mat yie..kdg2 sbb mende kecik2 je tp aku melenting lebey2..huhu i think it's in the blood la..susah nk change..but we have to kan?kesian diorg nnt..
emm..i think i noe hw dat feels like..ish3
hohoho, ako xtau pasai nieh.huhuhu.tapi gatai nak komen gak=D ako pon panas baran gak nasib la kwn2 kenai ako, so beter shut ur mouth up bile korang dah tgk ako lain mcm jerk.time nieh jgn buat baik silap ari bulan kene maki kot.huhu.bagi yg pnh kene maki maaf yeeee=( bukan niat dihati.
mijah:yaa we have to tune a lil bit our anger.aiyoooo..hopefully we can!!ganbatte!!
jatt:hahaha i know u can feel how i feel...=p
jas:yaaa btoi jas.kalo da marah tuh mmg sapa2 pn xbleh tegoq.even BOY.sat g abeh sumpah seranah suma kuaq.haihhh..byk sunggo side effectnyaa
hoho...everyone happen to have the same problem..but usually people just resort to not saying anything instead of 'something' but i think it's really demeaning when you said it in front of frens. If I were him, i just can't..that's it...but...it's ok, the fact that you publish this already shows how much you really,really didn't mean saying such thing..however, just bear in mind that it's easier to practice silent treatment in such case..whoho..kenapakah ayat ak cam wat tesis jer ni?skema kambing
-diam-
hehee.. silent treatment as faiz's suggest.
faiz:yaa i know i make such a big mistake.n i wil try to control my anger instead of maki hamun org esp inche boy..huuu..=(
sukoq:okee diammm~
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